July 11, 1999

Well, It's been a year now since you left us my precious sister. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you. You are always in my thoughts. Sometimes I'll see something a movie, a song, a pretty painting, or just some flower that I know you would have enjoyed. There are so many things I want to share with you and It makes me sad to know that I can't. I would love to hear your laughter or voice one more time. Right now pain is still new. I know one day it will fade and I'll be able to think about you with a smile instead of tears in my eyes. I feel in my heart that you are still close by watching over your family and I do take comfort in that. So today my beautiful sister my wish for you is that you find comfort In the Arms of the Angels and remember I will always love you...

September 27, 2000

There is still an ache in my heart when I think about you. It doesn't hurt as much but is now more bitter sweet. There are so many things going on in my life that I would have liked to share with you. For instance the birth of your new niece, the one we have waited so long for. She reminds me alot of you. I can see some of you in her looks and personality. When she smiles even though there is nothing going on I like to think it's because you are her guadian angel and and are whispering funny stories and sweet things into her ear. I believe you are one of the reasons she is here. I think you put in a good word for me up there and let them know what you were always saying when you were here. How you thought I would make a great mom. I hope I can live up to your expectations. And Remember I will always be your big sister and I will always love you....